has finally started. to tell you the truth, it doesn't fel like it has, even though it's been a month. i still feel like i'm going to wake up on weekdays, 5;40, and get ready to go to school. i need a job, a beach, a 2 story mall and a boyfriend, seriously. i can't think of any more summer essentials than that. sunscreen aside. oh, and please, if any of you out there are scientists, please create a self-tanning cream that works instantly and doesn't turn your hands oragnge. pleaseandthankyou C:










update:
so i found out that i take my self way seriously. can't help it. and i need to get to california. road trip anyone? we can rock out to some really good mix tapes, and be camera whores together, flirting with every guy that passes, and just being retards and getting good tans. like i read on this a&e advertisment "use summer as your alibi. pack nothing, leave without a note, and just have fun. live your life." i wish it was that easy. D:

if anyone knows why the hell i can't get that mood thing to change, message me D=









my god, i hate the format of these journals. but i'm too poor to afford a subsciption

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: CARY.
-- Birthplace: alaska.
-- Gender: girl.
-- Eye Color: crystal blue.
-- Hair Color: white-blonde.
-- Height: 5'1" [lol, i'm short]
-- Righty or Lefty: ambie.
-- Zodiac Sign: gemini.

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: GERMAN!!!
-- The shoes you wore today: chuck taylor hight tops [fuckin' radd]
-- Your fears: clowns, elevators, birds, retirement homes, old people, becoming blind/deaf...
-- Your perfect meal: a nice italian place by the sea. or sushi
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: supermodel [psssh]

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: NOOOOOOOOOOO.....
-- Your best physical feature: eyes, body [oh lala xD]
-- Your bedtime: about 2 am
-- Your most missed memory: throwing crab apples in to the road with josh and seeing what car would run over them, playing fairys with matt and eatting pixie sticks until we puked.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds has amazing fries
-- Single or group dates: Single.
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: double moccah cappuccino from starbucks <3
.
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: socialy
-- Cuss: FUCK YEAH.
-- Sing: rocker
-- Take a shower: der.
-- Have a crush: yesums.
-- Do you think you've been in love: who hasn't?
-- Want to go to college: art institute in new england
-- Liked high school: it's gonna be a blast
-- Want to get married: yes. young
-- Get motion sickness: yes.
-- Think you're attractive: to the right people. i'm insanley vain
-- Think you're a health freak: nahh.
-- Get along with your parent(s): not all the time.
-- Like thunderstorms: all the time except when i'm trying to sleep.
-- Play an instrument: drums and guitar.

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: tiny
-- Smoked: surprisingly
-- Done a drug: yeah.
-- Had Sex: hellyeah
-- Made Out: hell yeah

-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: i only live there
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
-- Eaten sushi: YEEESSSS!
-- Been on stage: yuppers. i live there
-- Been dumped?: on good terms.
-- Made homemade cookies: yeppers
-- Gone skinny dipping: when i was like, five
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: from alex xD

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: green. any colour will do, i love eyes
-- Best hair color?: brunette
-- Short or long hair?: emo/skater/ surfer hair.
-- Height: taller than me.
-- Best weight: slim.
-- Best articles of clothing: whatever he looks good in

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 41814893148835837873857353. I’m hardcore like that. [STOLEN ANSWER Xd]
-- Number of piercings: thrice in one, two in the other. I WANT SNAKE BITEEEESS!!
-- Number of tattoos: i want one on my wrist
-- Number of times name was in newspaper: a lot
-- Number of scars on my body: a billjillion
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many D:

okay, i guess it's time for me to tell everyone who cares I AM NOT DEAD.
to prove that, i have a new obsession. oh yeas, i know. shocker.
it's call heart surgerty isn't that bad' by jeffree star.
to clear it up, jeffree's a guy.
[link] listen to it bitches.

HXC LYRICS:
I don't think you're ready for this..
Here we go..

Pink diamonds shining
Fuschia lust
Heart-shaped bruises
For both of us

You see me watching
The lights are low
Your body's waiting
You can't say no

[pre chorus:]
Let me show you how it works..
(Lets get out of here)
I like it hard..

[CHORUS:]
Come on.. Let's get out of here
I wanna take your hand and disappear
Come on.. Let's get out of here
I whisper in your ear.. "I wanna..."

You like it fast..
I like it hard

Mirrors are breaking
Vanity crush
Perfection climbing
All eyes on us

We both stop breathing
The music fades
Hands start touching
Don't be afraid..

[pre chorus]
[CHORUS]

You like it fast..
I like it hard

Stolen from
Date Done: 22.1.2008

Your real name: Cary.
Age: asdfghjkl;
Height: 5'1"
Natural hair colour: blondee.
Eye colour: bluee.
Glasses/contacts?: emo glasses.
Piercings: 5.
Tattoos: hope so.
Braces: >< yess.
Mannerisms: ...you mean painting?
Other distinctive markings: scar on my eye.

FAVOURITE...
Colour: PINK.
Band: Panic At The Disco or Fall Out Boy.
Video game: Guitar Heroo.
Movie: Sweeney Todd.
Book: Twilight.
Food: Italian.
Game on a cell phone: playing music with the key tones :3.
CD: A Fever You Can Sweat Out.
Flower: daisys.
Scent: Ahh...idk.
Animal: GIRAFFE
Comic book: Can wait for Gankutsuou....
Cereal: Coco Puffs.
Website: Myspaceshipp.
Cartoon: Gankutsuou && Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends.

DO YOU...
Play an instrument?: Proud drummer!.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: Notta.
Like to sing?: Very loudly.
Have a job?: >< Yes.
Have a cell phone?: STRAIGHT RAZOR.
Like to play sports?: Track, volleyball and wrestling my cousin.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: I wish .
Have a crush on someone?: Yes. I’M NOT TELLING YOU KATIE.
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?: No. I'm stuck here
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: Four. Alex brokeded his.
Have any special talents/skills?: I can annoy the hell out of someone just by talking.
Exercise daily?: Yeppers.
Like school?: I get to talk.

CAN YOU...
Sing the alphabet backwards?: No. I'm glad that's not the drunk test anymore.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Duh.?
Speak any other languages?: jup
Go a day without food?: Neverr
Remember your dreams: Vaugley.
Read music, not just tabs?: Yes.
Roll your tongue?: No ?
Eat a whole pizza?: Yess.

HAVE YOU EVER...
Won something in the lottery?: Hah. That Irish lottery scam.
Snuck out of the house?: Yes.
Lied to get out of trouble?: Maaayyybeee.
Had a computer crash?: I download to much crap.
Gotten lost in your city?: xD Yes.
Seen a shooting star?: Love 'em.
Been to any other countries?: Alaska?
Had a serious surgery?: Yeah.
Stolen something important to someone else?: Thats meann.
Solved a Rubik's cube?:I peeled the stickers off.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yeppers.
Cried over a girl?: When Charlotte moved.
Cried over a boy?: I can't remember, probably
Kissed a random stranger?: I blew a kiss.
Hugged a random stranger?: Yes.
Been in a fist fight?: Not exactly.
Been arrested?: lol no.
Done drugs?:Nah. I only act high.
Had alcohol?: Wine.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: lmao no.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Yes
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: Kristen dared me. I was dared to never resist a dare.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No, almost, but no.
Swore at your parents?: Yeah. They didn't catch it
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: lol yes.
Been to a casino?: Yes.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: I can't drive!
Broken a bone?: No, though I fall down the stairs alot.
Gotten stitches?: yeppers.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: xD Yes.
Made homemade muffins?: I LIKES MUFFENS
Bitten someone?: Hard.
Been to Disneyland/Disneyworld?: No.
Burped in someone’s face?: No.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
Brushed your teeth: A few minutes ago.
Cried: Saturday.
Went to the bathroom: Hour ago.
Saw a movie in a theatre: Satuday.
Read a book: When i freakin tried to read Tarantula.
Had a snow day: Thursday && Friday
Had a party: About to have one
Went to a doctor: I'm due.
Tripped in front of someone: Travis tripped me.
Went to the grocery store: today.
Got sick: ...I ain't bulimic, only anorexica
Got cursed: SKELOTONS SPIDERS AND HAUNTS
Called someone: Yesterday

DO YOU PREFER...
Fruit/vegetables: Fruit.
Black/white: White.
Lights on/lights off: Lights off.
TV/movie: Movie.
Body spray/lotion: Lotion.
Cash/cheque: Cash.
Pillows/blankets: Both.
Headache/stomach ache: Headache. .
Paint/charcoal: Paint.
Chinese food/Mexican food: Chinese food.
Summer/winter: Winter.
Snow/rain: Rain.
Fog/misty: Misty.
Rock/rap: Rock.
Meat/vegetarian: Vegetarian.
Chocolate/vanilla: Chocolate.
Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles. It's a funner word to say.
Cake/pie: Cake!
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries.
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean.
Cookies/muffins: I LIKES MUFFENS
Wallet/pocket: My happy cloud wallet.
Window/door: Window.
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: Hah. Chespirito's a funny name.
Pink/purple: Pink!
Cat/dog: Kitty!
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short sleeve.
Pants/shorts: Shorts.
Winter break/spring break: Spring break.
Spring/autumn: Autumn.
Clouds/clear sky: Clear sky.
Moon/mars: Moon.
Questions/Answers: Answers.
War/Peace: Peace. I'm a total hippie <3

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP...
Do you believe in love?: Yes.
What's the most important kind of love for you?: True love, not just lust.
Have you ever been in love?: kinda
Been close to love?: Yeah
If you have, with who?: asdfghjkl;
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: Sarcasticly
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: All the time.
Are you in a relationship?: No.
If so, for how long?: ---
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: Yes.
What is your idea of the best date?: Coffe shop, getting to know each other
What was your first kiss like?: Mmm.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: asdfghjkl;
Do you think love is worth nothing?: Love is worth everything
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: Hah. Weird stuff
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: Yeah.
Have you ever been dumped?: Nah. Ended on good terms
Have you ever dumped someone?: Nope

I...
Am: Bored
Want: fuckin gankutsuou manga to com out
Need: new camera.
Love: music.
Hate: war.
Feel: tired.
Did: You
Miss: Alot of people.
Am annoyed by: TV.
Would rather: be parting.
Am tired of: THIS.
Will always: rally for world peace.

MISCELLANEOUS...
What is your favourite genre of music?: Alternitive/punk rock.
What time is it now?: 8.11 pm.
How much money do you have right now?: Idk.
Are you hungry right now?: Not anymore.
What are you doing right now?: Taking this dang quiz
Do you like parades?: Yesh. I'm a marching band geek
Do you like the moon?: WE LIKE THE MOON. [but not as much as a spoon. cause it's more use for eatting SOUP]
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: Role play.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: READ MINDS.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
Funny?: freakin hilarious.
Cool?: yeppers.
Pretty?: people tell me so.
Sarcastic?: always.
Lazy?: yah.
Hyper?: ALL THE TIME.
Friendly?: Overly.
Evil?: Muhahah.
Unforgettable?: Definatly.
Smart?: World, not book.
Strong?: I'm a twig.
Talented?: Gah, I guess.
Dorky?: YESH.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD...
High: Bob Dylan drunk in a cab with John Lennon. [STATIC BUDDEH]
Lonely: Emo .
Pen: I'm alright in bed, but I'm better with a pen.
Flower: Rose.
Window: Tree.
Psycho: Lacey.
Brain freeze: Slurpees.
Strange: Everything.
Sassy: Salem.
Suffering: War.
Art: Love.

WOULD YOU EVER...
Sky dive?: Yes.
Run away?: Have.
Curse at a teacher?: All the time.
Not take a shower for a week?: Eww.
Ask someone out?: Yes.
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: I have.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: Never.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: Hell yeah.
Go scuba diving?: I have...kinda. It was in my pool. WITH SCUBA GEAR.
Write a book?: ALTERNITIVE POWER POINT
Assemble a computer?: Yup.
Become a rock star?: OMFG YESS.
Have a long-distance relationship?: They don't work, but yead
Marry someone you don't know?: Hah, like that movie. It'd be weird though

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY )
What kind of computer do you have?: Windows Vistas
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): Hah. Guess, I dare you
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: Yes. They tell me to shut up, they get popcorn in their hair.
How many posters do you have in your room?: Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, a cat, Sweeney Todd, and Good Charlotte.

I took the test [that I saw in the lovely journal] and I got punk/emo. Probably because there was no 'scene' catogorey, which I consider myself to be.


Punk 87%

Emo Kid 67%

Hot 60%

Geek/Nerd 53%

Jock 47%

Goth 47%

Loner 27%

Prep 27%

Stoner 20%

"Ghetto" 13% [because I say fo shizzle alot lol]